A bit about me Marc Lambert, I may be the only Evolutional Goodhist at the moment but others are practicing and as EGMi gets results I hope Evolutional Goodhism will become a popular a way to explain how we see ourselves and energy and how we fit into the universe playing and active role, it is only a name to identify the TOE and practice from others.
I will give a brief history of my journey but I do not want to become the centre of this left brain movement, I do not want it to be dependant on me in any way rather to gather its own momentum based on its merits as a knowledge and practice system.
I do not want others to get drunk on my energy rather for them to build their own knowledge and practice improving on a system I developed from others knowledge and practices, I am nothing special just a lucky human.
I have been very lucky born to great parents in a very lucky country with a great environment, I was lucky genetically having high intelligence and insight but I did have one major genetic problem an over active right brain.
Along with a very loud mind and high sensitivity this was a recipe for GAD generalised anxiety disorder, this kicked in at an early age and I discovered imagined fear and battled with it and the associated symptoms for more than half my life.
I had no idea what the problem was but experienced anxious thought and feeling much of the time although I never experienced anxiety or panic attacks symptoms were more disguised as my brain battled to relieve its anxiety in many ways without knowing it, I used aversion therapy, avoidance, fantasy, sexual compulsion, OCD, depression, ADD, thrill seeking dangerous behaviour, drug and alcohol abuse and prescription drug abuse.
I managed to live a normal life a great life some would say running my own businesses, building my own house, riding some of the worlds best motor cycles and had a great circle of good friends thanks to the the drugs and alcohol relieving the social anxiety, I was self medicating which got worse.
Eventually all this self treatment failed as life become more stressful both day to day stress and unresolvable stress this is common in men as we get older and can see we have less time to get our act together, society does not help as the cost of living rises and we are told we need more and more to be happy.
Again I was lucky I had been researching a science evolutional based life after death and this had given some great insight into how imagined fear had developed in humans, along with some old and new energy balancing practice and much study into the human brain I got really lucky.
I had recognised I had bad anxiety by then and was using a mixture of energy balancing practices when I had a major brain hemisphere shift from right to left, some call this mania and it is certainly a wild trip, again I was just lucky all thought and feeling became positive and logical increasing in wisdom, selflessness, unconditional love, inner strength and inner happiness mainly due to my basic understanding of energy my anxiety was gone for three months anyway.
This was the best three months of my life I felt one with everything in the universe I had no imagined fear, I was still not completely well I felt somehow out of balance, after three months of bliss the feeling began to back off and eventually despite me trying I slipped back into anxiety but not as bad as before.
I spent the next year working out what had happened and what had gone wrong it became clear I had experienced what the Buddhists call Sudden Spiritual Enlightenment all the good parts of mania without the delusion or fantasy that can come along with it especially in theists, what had happened is I had shifted my consciousness from right to left brain but not balanced it with the whole body and I was not using effective whole body energy balancing practice.
Again I was lucky my psychologist who I had I had just decided I needed had just finished a mindfulness course and put me through it I took to this like a duck to water and applied my energy theory to it, as I leaned to move my consciousness with my left brain I could feel it moving focus and this clarified my understanding of mind (consciousness interacting with the brain), body and soul the source energy as three energies that must be in balance and harmony.
I modified and combined several practices to come up with EGMi and I have not looked back I have a new life with high goodness/energy efficiency levels and low fear/anxiety levels almost no negative/harmful thought and no wish to commit harmful action or no sin a blissful life.
I now want to share this knowledge and practice all I want and need financially out of this is a basic retirement income any excess will be used to help others achieve what all can have success (to live without fear), prosperity (to live a rich life) and have inner happiness, to increase equality so all can have a roof over their heads, good food and clean water, education so humanity can self evolve and achieve our true potential.
With a left brain shift came a loss of all right wing and extreme left thought and feeling, this has become very relevant in last few years as we see exponential increases in the right wing and extreme left, I am now mid-left with no right brain use, please try the free practice and see if you like it.